It’s simple! 

You woke up again. It’s not over. You are breathing. You still have the opportunity to achieve something today. Whether it is in career, relationship, spiritual whatever it is you have the next moment,  minute. Hour to put towards whatever it is.  

We focus so hard on the big picture till we forget that it takes small Strokes of the brush to build and create the big picture.  We become over whelm and anxious thinking about the end result before we even get started. 

Break down the vision. Take it one day and one step at a time. And know that it’s not over. You have time. Start. You shouldn’t be focusing on when you will finish when you have not started. The resources will come. 

With relationships we always want love. But if we are honest some times we aren’t putting our selves in a position to be found. It may be fear of rejection, success, or just sharing your space(trama from previous relationships). Talk is cheap, actions brings results. 

You can say I am alive all-day. But are you living!? Are you moving forward? Or are you sleeping in the bed of yesterday’s “woe is me.” 

Shake it of and take advantage of this next moment. 

Jump into your ultimate dream. 

Walk towards that fear that blocked your growth and conquer it. 

This next moment is yours. 

It ain’t over! 

OK so I am up.  11pm is late for me.  But my brain is steady going!  I was working on the website today sahiv.yolasite.com. I had a head ache by the time I finished. Well I have more to do but I had to get off of that computer.  Felt so good today.  The wind was blowing and the sun was shining. 

My daughter accepted this little dog from some kids in our apartments. He was running all through the house making mess.  Chewing on shoes and everything. I almost lost it. I love dogs it’s great therapy to have a pet.  I would like a bully pit.  Blue one!  Beautiful Animal.

I was thinking about disclosure (telling status)  and how scary that is for most hiv-ers. The back lash the negative stuff people say. I really don’t care. I have already heard the worst of it.  But my heart goes out to those that don’t have a positive group of people around them.  

Sounds crazy but I am so excited to just be free with sharing what I deal with being positive.  Hopefully folks will get educated and learn how to be supportive when it comes to positive relatives.  A support system is important. Some people lose the will to live and your support and love can pull a person out of the darkness.  It renew their self worth. Could mean the difference between life and death.