I feel like myself. Been in a little struggle.  In a certain area of my life.  I went through something personal and it was heavy.  But no one could understand the depth of it.  But it was indeed heavy.  I felt myself running from it sometimes.  As a leader I felt myself sinking and trying to hold on to every little thing I could grab hold to.  But to no avail.  It was crazy to look up and everything and everybody was gone.  I found myself trying to sweep some of the pieces together and make something out of them.  Then the wind blew and they were gone too. 

Back to square one.  When everything is gone you have to trust God.  I have been in this place before.  It’s like graduating and becoming a freshmen yet again.  All your pride has to go and you have to be trained all over again for this next place.  New people new things. It’s uncomfortable. Confusing, Challenging!  You fumble stumble,  grumble and want to go backwards but I have learned that God always has a plan thats bigger than our discomfort, confusion and pride. This walk demands humility and an ability to not get attached to material things.  And to make sure that your relationship with God reigns over everything. 

When it rains it pours… 

Call the national Guard… Get FEMA… Houston is a mess right now.  And it’s still raining. 

Flooding and Watching people families homes destroyed.  I am thankful in my heart for how houstonians are coming together to help one another. It’s crazy what’s going down in Houston. 

Hoping people really understand to stop driving in high water. 

I like visiting my hometown.  Not to fond of the ride.  I hatwd going out there after my Aunt Lou died.  But I am trying to get my traveling feet back.  It was devastating to lose this women.  I always said I was her daughter my mom just abopted me.  I did realized how truly attached to her I was until her passing.  It’s like something died in me or a connection or foundation was lost.  Still in my heart I am trying to get through it!